also, while I did not have my computer you missed very little. the grownups were lousy to be around, I finished professor Layton vs phoenix wright and let’s explore diabetes with owls. today I bussed over to Ignacio’s and he made me steak and it was a nice day, I walked home and made myself a little sick because I’m a dumb.
I was feelin pretty lousy this morning and Ignacio made some joke when he said responses may be delayed temporarily, like he was going to shower and would I like to come join him, so turns out I could’ve gone over to his house this whole time if I just asked. :T I made the walk to the bus stop faster than the allotted time which got me an “atta girl”, then we sat on the couch for a while. he held me and told me stories and tried to coax me out of my terrible mood, one of his brothers came home so we moved into another room. making words was difficult. I told him I didn’t know if he’d still be here when I came home from school and he couldn’t promise that he wasn’t going anywhere much as he might reassure me. he said he couldn’t make a promise, but he could make a commitment. sooooo he’s kinda my boyfriend now (that sounds so cecil). he kept making me laugh. he was pulling everything out of my wallet for reasons and came across the sheet of emergency numbers the RA gave us last year, I made a joke about making them easily accessible for when I’m being chased by criminals, then something about anyone chasing after me is prolly pretty dumb. he said something like “I don’t think so, cuz I’m chasing after you” and also like he kept calling me beautiful all the time and he was just being extra sweet. the younger brothers came home, the littlest one came in a few times, he asked who I was and what was wrong, he told us about a picture he colored in school (I was able to get the gist of what he was saying, Ignacio said I’ll be a good mother <.< ). when we got up to go to the bus stop Ignacio wore my glasses instead of giving them to me, he looked good. which is not fair. the oldest of the younger brothers offered to drive me home, but I took the bus instead. he stopped us to ask Ignacio for money, then stopped us again to say he remembers me. he still has the hat I made him for Christmas one year. mom’s going out of town so Ignacio may spend the night again tomorrow night. without the dogs to look after I’ll prolly sleep better this time.
I always get kinda confused about how such a great person could think I’m worth all the effort he’s given. I’m starting to accept it though.
had a very bad morning, went to zoe’s, helped her play baking simulators which was surprisingly fun. marisa came over, ate dinner (pulled pork sandwiches), we heard all about why “as above so below” was a terrible movie, then watched high school musical. beth and becca came over, they brought us alcohol, but got distracted for a while with taco bell. when they came back with zoe’s sister we all sat in the backyard and drank and talked. Ignacio was amused by my tipsy-grammar. marisa drove me home, we saw a living skunk on g way. zoe’s dog is very big and fluffy, for some reason I was kinda fixated on that for a bit. it was a very nice night. (I am pretty much sober but also sleepy)