was a baby about semantics for a bit, went to yoke’s for food, patty’s friend Claudia was my cashier, her daughter got a full-ride scholarship to western which is cool.
shoveled gravel with dad for half an hour, ate a bagel, went for a walk, hair tasted like salt so showered too
there’s just no winning with them.
and dad was supposed to be here an hour ago but won’t be here for another hour and a half, meaning I’ll start working just when bear’s finally done. which is a dumb thing to be annoyed about, but fuck it.
had some weird psycho-thriller/monster dream
also when I type “yehaw” on my phone, it wants to autocorrect it to “YEHAW”
(fuckin, like, this guy. man.)
in a healthy, close relationship of any kind, when something upsets you, you need to bring it up. as soon as possible, even. cultivate an environment in which you both can talk about things that upset you, with the utmost attention to everyone’s feelings. it’s a really simple thing to do but it’s a thing i’ve been working on for a while and i’m getting actual nice things happening as a result
I also had a dream that mom was being a complete bitchbaby about public transportation because there was only one bus after 6 pm and it didn’t stop at the corner she was waiting on
then I had a dream I was traveling with mom and fell asleep and woke up at her friend’s apartment and was positive I was in tel aviv but it turned out I’d been like barely outside the tri cities the whole time?? then starfox was on a bus trying to clear things up but also getting carsick, and we were on a tour of a suburb that was flooded like the places near the river do sometimes.
I slept until nearly 9 am it’s a miracle
part of my motivation is just to actually earn something for myself instead of having my parents hand it to me. they haven’t had any involvement in this and better keep it that way.