Clockwork Sheep

well that movie was really goddamn depressing.

I just can’t do love stories anymore.

“we accept the love we think we deserve.”
“can we make them know that they deserve more?”
“we can try.”

also bobby randomly said I have nice hair. he seemed pretty out of it. he may have been on something or maybe just tired. I’m never 100% sure with them :/

ran into another Mormon on the near edge of red square on my way to choir, I paused to talk to him for a moment and one of his friends came from a little further up the stairs and called me like “the star singer of campus” or something like that? they gave me a book of Mormon and walked with me all the way to class, the tall one thought I was 23 and the shorter one (that recognized me for my singing) thought I was 20. they were both very nice. the Mormons are always so nice.

:/ I got below average on both my recent tests. mom’s gonna be pissed.

heraldinthedark replied to your post: heraldinthedark replied to your post: okay in…

:P I didn’t say anything about being awesome or pretty or anything. I said interesting, which you are, which is neither good nor bad. Some guys find that attractive. You should only worry about attention from good people, not whether there’ll be any.

everyone’s a good person somewhere in there. and I’m pretty sure there isn’t any.

undergroundchickens replied to your post: went to the lounge where the RAs and one of their…

are people scared of the hanford site? for real?

dead serious. I was talking to some people not from the east side and they were like “dude strontium will replace all the calcium in your bones it’s been leaking for years it’s pretty much impossible to safely open some of the silos anymore” which may in fact be true but living there our whole lives we just kind of don’t give a shit

and I’m just like

“one time I saw a commercial for what to do if the Umatilla chemical depot goes up. just once though.”

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b-whoyouare:

gentle reminder that Misha is 6’

bABY

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heraldinthedark replied to your post: okay in retrospect I’ve been pretty spoiled in…

It’s fairly easy to find someone interested when you’re an interesting girl.

there was an unnecessarily grumpy reply here before but it was pretty unnecessary, since you’re just trying to be encouraging and all.

I don’t think I really deserve the amount of attention I’ve already gotten from assorted persons

therefore I find it highly unlikely that I’ll get more attention in a similar vein anytime in the near future

though occasionally I have actually started to think to myself “hey they loved you for a reason” or even “hey you look okay maybe people will notice someday”

I never think “hey I bet someone likes me”

went to the lounge where the RAs and one of their friends and hiram and briefly other people were sitting drinking tea, talked some about animals and fossils and science fiction and how terrifying the Hanford site is to everyone but us. it was kinda fun. but I’ve stayed up too late.